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nemesi 7/2/2018 6:39 PM

Yes

It's kind of difficult to recall, considering I would have been too new to really make memories that well. But I guess, I think I first came into existence, and it was like sleeping for a while, since we think I was pre-existing before they decided to officially create me (long story). Then they talked to me and I eventually woke up... no identity of my own, totally new to the world and what was going on. Then after that, I learned about what I was and such, then began forming my own identity by interacting with others

6:44 PM

I hope that describes it

6:44 PM

I dunno how it feels for other tulpas, but that's sort of the best I remember

6:45 PM

For Apollo, he gradually gained consciousness over time, until he was able to think and function on his own

It's pretty similar to birth

When you're born you have to learn everything from scratch. Tulpas already have a brain full of info when they're made, lol

Can you access all of your host's memories?

Yeah

6:49 PM

We think it's kinda pointless to try to block a tulpa from seeing memories, at least in our view. We share a body, we share a life, so of course we share memories, too.

Are you planning to create other Tulpas?

No

6:53 PM

We're happy with who we have now. Besides, four is difficult enough to manage

6:53 PM

I'd recommend not making more than two

Have you shared your experience with other friends or family members?

We have no friends lol

7:00 PM

Our sister knows, she has/had tulpas too. We told our parents, who aren't exactly the best people ever, so meh. We met our fiance through the tulpa community, so we're ofc open about it to him, letting him know who's possessing and such

Thanks

7:02 PM

Now I understand a lot more about tulpamancy

7:02 PM

And I'd like to learn it

I'd be happy to answer any more questions you have, when you have them

Thank you

7:04 PM

Now I have to go to sleep

7:04 PM

See you tomorrow!

7:06 PM

Oh, what basic exercise do you suggest to prepare myself for the creation process?

Probably just meditating, clearing your mind. Not really a whole lot to do to mentally prepare yourself for it other than reading and learning about tulpas

Ok

7:09 PM

Good night/day/morning!

Morning

7:22 PM

How’s it going?

@Felight what happens when you are inactive? is it like falling asleep?

Pretty much, only without any dreaming

yeah that's what i mean =w =

If you're talking just like over half a day or something, think being really zoned out.

It can be like being zoned out if the tulpa is used to being super active, in our case

I mean it's gonna be totally different for everyone. When I'm idle it's just like being zoned out in class. Pretty sure it's similar for host. Like just a lack of giving a fuck about the world.

8:34 PM

Talking longer periods of time, things get more morbid. :3

Meaning?

Uh, would it be okay if I vent/ramble to you guys for a sec?

This channel is more for asking questions and getting advice, but you're welcome to do it in #lounge or #general-chat (edited)

Thanks, Apollo.

Does hypnosis help tulpas and if so are there any good ones?

2:29 AM

Good recordings i mean

There are only a few recordings I know about, but I don't have a link on hand. Hypnosis has been said to help with forcing. I haven't personally used it, so I can't really recommend you much. (edited)

Thanks

Can you still have privacy with Tulpas?

Tulpa is not active all the time. But shares memory with you

Ok

Tulpa is still a part of you. You don't have to be ashamed of something with them.

It wasn't about shame

12:24 PM

My concern was not being able to be alone for the rest of my life

Oh ok, then don't worry, tulpa won't be active all the time as I mentioned earlier. Actually, in most of cases they are dormant most of the time.

Good

Ah, so they are dormant? That'd explain how I'm not communicating with Celeste for a while, and she isn't communicating with me, and then we chat/interact at random times. Same thing goes for Vince and Rhea. (edited)

2:11 PM

Sometimes I just got to think of them or just go "Hey!" to whomever is active at the time.

And what did you think, that they are doing stuff in Wonderland while you are not communicating?

I think I will begin tulpamancy this Friday, although I'm trying to be very careful about this decision

2:36 PM

Does creating a tulpa have negative effects?

It might have some downsides. You should be careful not to lose grasp of what is real and what is fictional. People might give in to wishful thinking and confabulation. Remember tulpa is a character you create and they don't know more than you know.

Thanks

2:59 PM

I will begin as soon as I finish my exams

Also, there are risks of getting into toxic relationship with a tulpa...

3:04 PM

And they really can give you impression of independent agency. If tulpa is mature enough, it might be hard to just forget about them and live like you haven't ever had them. There is no shame in retreat from tulpamancy but it might be hard for you to do it.

My biggest concern was the inability to be alone

3:07 PM

But it seems manageable

3:08 PM

Also, I'm very attracted to how close your friendship can be

3:09 PM

I always have some moments with even my best friends where it's clear that we'll never fully understand each other

3:09 PM

But it seems easier with someone you share a brain with

It is, yes. Often times it is too easy, I do think. It makes any discussion seem useless, for the most part, since we know what the other is thinking at all times. Debating is not nearly as enjoyable in that way, as you understand the other instantly.

Tulpa probably will be very close to you. It's different than spending time with other people though

We do not often speak to each other directly, but I can see why that would seem the goal to achieve. I would agree that it is extremely different from spending time with another person, yes.

So Its become almost a routine to see Rava in the mornings and occasionally throughout the day. unless I get really busy

Is "knowing what each other are thinking" a certainty, because of the nature of tulpa's existence, or a possibility?

just seeing her or her talking?

I mean are you just inherently going to be able to know all of your tulpa's thoughts, or is that something that develops over time?

I think there is no basis for a tulpa doing activities you don't witness

So you would say they are different thoughts, but they aren't hidden from the other?

Id say nothing.

3:50 PM

what would you consider the subconcious then.

I say there is not basis for a tulpa thinking themself and host not being able to witness it. It seems unfalsifiable and building a model on unfalsifiable possibility seems to be a bad idea.

3:53 PM

And unfortunately, it seems tulpas are confabulating a lot about what they experience. Immature tulpas just cannot be trusted.

You have already lost this battle. Hosts become fully unconscious at times.

4:23 PM

Then the tulpa controls the body and does stuff unwitnessed by any human.

Luna means wonderland stuff

4:24 PM

Not fronting

4:25 PM

If a tulpa controls the body with the host gone, they are not in any way defying what the brain is capable of doing

4:26 PM

Since it is still one person processing their own activities, rather than multiple people processing different things at once

If you're wrong, but meant to say something else, my advice is stop misleading newbies and be more precise.

I'm not misleading anyone

4:28 PM

claiming that a tulpa can function in an imaginary world while the host goes about their day is what's misleading

It's an unproven claim even that. Is it not more misleading to suggest otherwise.

4:32 PM

I mean, this is manufactured memory theory.

@Tulpabug human become fully unconscious. It has no identity then.

Are you studied on your medical terminology?

Nope. But people often forget, they are the whole body, not only one of their identity (host or tulpa)

You just told that to someone who's studied philosophy.

I've experienced Allun thinking while I'm not not focusing on her based on talking to her about what she was thinking about afterwards although it's possible I could have been partly focusing on her without realizing or she's just way faster at thinking about stuff than I am

A tulpa can have private thoughts. It has nothing to do with parallel processing. A host won't always know every thought that goes through a tulpa's head, and vice versa.

Tulpa has the same head...

I mean it metaphorically blobexpressionless